Smart people

are fucking annoying and so irritating to talk to. Shut the fuck up, choke on something, and die.

on another note, I can't stand school. I don't like intellectual anything, it's not for me and just makes me feel dumb as fuck.

I KNOW I'm not dumb, but school makes me feel like I am since I am bad at reading and concentrating.

Seeing you

with someone besides me is going to kill me inside, I hope you know.

Well

I feel like a 30 year old trapped in a 19 year old's body.

I don't like parties

I don't like being trashy

I don't like acting "gay"

I don't like promiscuity...and don't get me wrong, that doesn't mean sex, that means fucking around with random people, which is something people my age just aren't into.

Am I whining? Oops. That's why I don't like talking about my feelings, I feel like I'm whining. I hope not. Oh well. Maybe someday I'll be better at expressing my feelings.

Who knew

this bitch could have such a good song :]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wmgg7zIDcwU

greatness <333

sorry

the letters got kinda boring xDDD

I had a big realization today!

I'm a super duper jealous, vindictive, and insecure person. Those are all awful characteristics in a person! Oh well, in the words of Lily Allen, I guess that's just the way that things go.

It kinda sucks that 2 of my closest friends left for like a week at a time that I really wanted and needed both of them to be here ;o; I'm happy they're happy, but I just wish I could have seen them more this last month I'm going to be here :/

I want a hugggggg ;o;

What a long day...

I wonder

what I can do to make people take me seriously?

oh yeah

not be gay

I'm so fucking scared

to go to school.

I don't like partying.

I don't fit in with "cool straight people".

I can't do this :/

I just want to sit here and be naive and chill.

;o;