Smart people

are fucking annoying and so irritating to talk to. Shut the fuck up, choke on something, and die.

on another note, I can't stand school. I don't like intellectual anything, it's not for me and just makes me feel dumb as fuck.

I KNOW I'm not dumb, but school makes me feel like I am since I am bad at reading and concentrating.

Seeing you

with someone besides me is going to kill me inside, I hope you know.

Well

I feel like a 30 year old trapped in a 19 year old's body.

I don't like parties

I don't like being trashy

I don't like acting "gay"

I don't like promiscuity...and don't get me wrong, that doesn't mean sex, that means fucking around with random people, which is something people my age just aren't into.

Am I whining? Oops. That's why I don't like talking about my feelings, I feel like I'm whining. I hope not. Oh well. Maybe someday I'll be better at expressing my feelings.