I feel really lonely all the time now, it kinda sucks. But I guess you just have to keep pressing on and do what you love, yeah?
I saw a good quote in my awesome English text book today that said:
"Growing up homosexual was to grow up normally but displaced; to experience romantic love, but with the wrong person; to entertain grand ambitions, but of the unacceptable sort; to seek a gradual self-awakening, but in secret, not public."
-Andrew Sullivan, "What Are Homosexuals For?"
Adios!
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Monday, September 7, 2009
Hmm...
I haven't posted on this thing in so long, this is like Xanga all over again!
These first weeks of school have been very peaceful. I've just gone to class for 2-3 hours Mon.-Thurs., have Friday-Sunday off, then repeat :D if there's one thing in life that's cool right now, it's my schedule. And so far, classes have been really...really...really easy. And I have at least one friend in one of my classes. Ben Carpenter is in History with me, which is nice. The other classes, however...I'm pretty much on my own. It's okay though, (hopefully) I'll make some new friends.
Friends...life has been SO different without them. It's like...everyone but Brandon has moved away or goes to high school still. I don't know what to do with myself, I know I should be practicing or something, but even Surround Sound has gone up dry, they haven't posted anything new in over a month >_< I can't find a job anywhere and always need money. Nothing except my schedule seems to be going right. I just wish something would give and I could find a break somewhere...everything seems to be disappearing and breaking beneath me. Whatever can I do?
And of course, there's my awesome love life. Oh wait, no there's not, because no one likes me like that. What the hell am I doing wrong here? I just want someone chill who wants to be with me...I tried with Emilio and he's obviously not interested...what the hell am I doing wrong? I'd really like to know.
Oh well, back to the grind I guess...
These first weeks of school have been very peaceful. I've just gone to class for 2-3 hours Mon.-Thurs., have Friday-Sunday off, then repeat :D if there's one thing in life that's cool right now, it's my schedule. And so far, classes have been really...really...really easy. And I have at least one friend in one of my classes. Ben Carpenter is in History with me, which is nice. The other classes, however...I'm pretty much on my own. It's okay though, (hopefully) I'll make some new friends.
Friends...life has been SO different without them. It's like...everyone but Brandon has moved away or goes to high school still. I don't know what to do with myself, I know I should be practicing or something, but even Surround Sound has gone up dry, they haven't posted anything new in over a month >_< I can't find a job anywhere and always need money. Nothing except my schedule seems to be going right. I just wish something would give and I could find a break somewhere...everything seems to be disappearing and breaking beneath me. Whatever can I do?
And of course, there's my awesome love life. Oh wait, no there's not, because no one likes me like that. What the hell am I doing wrong here? I just want someone chill who wants to be with me...I tried with Emilio and he's obviously not interested...what the hell am I doing wrong? I'd really like to know.
Oh well, back to the grind I guess...
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