I have

the absolute best friends ever.

I have friends that:
teach me new things
give me new ideas
are honest without being rude
make an effort to talk to me
deal with my annoying interests
make an effort to talk to and get to know my boyfriend, which means soooo much to me.
help me understand why other people thing and act like they do.
make me feel normal, something I almost never do.

you guys are all the greatest ever and I wish I could see all of you every day and you could hear me say this stuff to you every single day. Like...seriously <333

I need

near-constant reassurance that I'm good enough and needed.

and that's just annoying.

I feel like

being nice just doesn't pay off.

people think you're either boring, uptight, or just plain annoying.

but I don't like being mean to people, I like helping people out :/