Day 1 + 2

1. My best friend

I don't have one best friend, but to my closest friend/s, thanks for putting up with me when I am really annoying and irritable and always being so nice, you're the best :]



2. My crush

I don't have any legitimate crush right now, but I have had many and basically what happens is I try to pursue it, the crush gets to know me and quickly loses interest. So I don't like talking about crushes, they don't work.

Enrique can always work though <333

This is fun :]

Letters

What a cool idea! Starting this with my next post in a minute and doing it every day for the rest of the month :]

Day 01 - your best friend
Day 02 - your crush
Day 03 - your parents
Day 04 - your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 05 - your dreams
Day 06 - a stranger
Day 07 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 08 - your favourite internet friend
Day 09 - someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 - someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 - the person you miss the most
Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 - someone from your childhood
Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be
Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind, good or bad
Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 - the last person you kissed
Day 24 - the person that gave you your favourite memory
Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 - the friendliest person you only knew for one day
Day 28 - someone that changed your mind
Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror

I hate

having to settle with everything in life, I can't be that lame, can I? And if I was I wish someone would tell meeeeeeeeeee BOO!

oh well, at least I have black people movies playing on MTV and gigantic controllable robots to make my Friday night fun :]

There's something in your eyes...

is everything alright?

mmmm

if someone sang that song to me we would have sexual intercourse on spot.

<3333

I hate blogging

I am just going to talk about interesting things that happen to me or that I see.

today I was at orientation and the school of Arts and Sciences mentioned that you need like 12 elective credits to graduate, and they suggest that you just get a minor since it takes around 18 hours to get one which is not a huge difference. One of the selections was LGBT studies. While the actual classes might suck and the teachers could be horrible, the sheer fact that I have the option to make my minor LGBT STUDIES is really cool to me.

Lonely

I feel really lonely all the time now, it kinda sucks. But I guess you just have to keep pressing on and do what you love, yeah?

I saw a good quote in my awesome English text book today that said:

"Growing up homosexual was to grow up normally but displaced; to experience romantic love, but with the wrong person; to entertain grand ambitions, but of the unacceptable sort; to seek a gradual self-awakening, but in secret, not public."
-Andrew Sullivan, "What Are Homosexuals For?"

Adios!

Hmm...

I haven't posted on this thing in so long, this is like Xanga all over again!

These first weeks of school have been very peaceful. I've just gone to class for 2-3 hours Mon.-Thurs., have Friday-Sunday off, then repeat :D if there's one thing in life that's cool right now, it's my schedule. And so far, classes have been really...really...really easy. And I have at least one friend in one of my classes. Ben Carpenter is in History with me, which is nice. The other classes, however...I'm pretty much on my own. It's okay though, (hopefully) I'll make some new friends.

Friends...life has been SO different without them. It's like...everyone but Brandon has moved away or goes to high school still. I don't know what to do with myself, I know I should be practicing or something, but even Surround Sound has gone up dry, they haven't posted anything new in over a month >_< I can't find a job anywhere and always need money. Nothing except my schedule seems to be going right. I just wish something would give and I could find a break somewhere...everything seems to be disappearing and breaking beneath me. Whatever can I do?

And of course, there's my awesome love life. Oh wait, no there's not, because no one likes me like that. What the hell am I doing wrong here? I just want someone chill who wants to be with me...I tried with Emilio and he's obviously not interested...what the hell am I doing wrong? I'd really like to know.

Oh well, back to the grind I guess...